Wednesday, March 14, 2012

craps

Feel like i have been busy for so long.. busy for exam, busy for events, busy with birthdays, and with bla bla bla.. just realised that i have already been here for so long, have been busy for so so long..

talked with chicky last week.. realised that i am really outdated.. seldom online? yea, perhaps. went to stalk all my old friends.. noticed that i am no longer the one in their profile pictures, noticed that they wore the new shirts that i have never seen them wearing, noticed that i am no longer the one who always comment on their status.. the feeling is back again.. right, accept the fact.. things have changed...

time flies... people come and go in your life.. nobody stays forever by your side, but there is always somebody that stay forever in your heart.. 

i can never turn the clock back~~ never~~

Tuesday, March 6, 2012

星空下

站在星空下许久,脑子里闪过的都是你说的一句一句话。

或许你说的对吧,我就是不懂怎样去付出。好像从来都不曾为任何人真正的付出。或许该说不懂怎样真正的对人好。直到大学预科班的一群朋友教会我什么叫付出。

或许是她们太久不在身边,我又回到了原本的自己。 其实不是没有尝试,不是没有尽力,但就是不懂为什么给不了那感觉。很多事其实并不是不在乎,很多话其实不是不想说,只是,就是。。。有太多的顾虑,有太多的不安。好没有安全感,怕的是一切只是一场梦,醒了,就得面对现实的残酷。

很感激你对我的谅解,更感激你对我的坦白。我明白、了解,也会尽量去做,尽力去实现对你的承诺。希望将来有一天,你会真心地对我说,“你做到了!” =)

Saturday, January 21, 2012

Back~~

Finally back to the familiar place which seems a little bit new to me.. it's developing so fast that it is no longer a place which i am familiar with.. new residential areas, new shops, new roads bla bla bla... yeah, it's four months, i was already away for four month..

Everyone is back.. Chinese New Year used to be a festival that i looked forward to, for the angpao or for new clothes, i am not quite sure about that.. But for now, it only means holiday and reunion day for me.. Nothing more..

Anyway, i am looking forward to meet all my friends in this 1 week time.. especially those animals.. miss you guys like crazy.. really hope you all will make it here and we can gather.. Miss all the stupid faces and piggy smiles.. XD Really gotta make good use of this 1 week.. my next return will be after 6 months..

P.S: The Cny mood is not yet here.. have no idea why.. 

Friday, January 13, 2012

Energizer?

SPIRIT
You're an Energizer. Enthusiastic and positive, you really shine at work. You're popular and charismatic, a real go-to person when things need to get done. You're someone who can always be relied upon to inspire others! Life's probably feeling pretty sweet at the moment. You know how to take the good with the bad. This balanced attitude means you're completely comfortable in your own skin. A healthy relationship really is the bedrock of a happy home, but it also takes a lot of energy and commitment to maintain. Make sure that with all the other distractions, your love life doesn't end up at the bottom of the list. For someone who enjoys the buzz of social gatherings and lively events, the importance of a contrasting space in your life is especially important. You find great strength and comfort from being at one with nature. Make sure you remind yourself of how special those moments can be for reinvigorating.

RELATIONSHIP
You believe in happy endings. By being yourself and feeling comfortable in your skin, you will give off positive energy and attract the kind of love you deserve. As a True Romantic, you've got a whole lot of love to give and like to jump in feet first. You have strong instincts and a good understanding of who you are and what you want from life. You like to follow your dreams and believe in happy endings. You are expressive and would like a relationship that's very open and honest. Intense experiences appeal to your sensual side. It's all about immersing yourself in the fairy-tale feelings of being in love. For you, it's the little things that make being in love so special: a sunset stroll on a beach, holding hands at the movies and feeling protected and cared for.

MONEY
You love getting in touch with your creative side, and it would be amazing to have more time to explore your visual side. In the meantime, a good start could be some new photography gear to bring your ideas to life! Having said that, it's hard for you to pick one thing that you want most in life. In an ideal world, you'd have it all: kids, a good job, you name it. And you're not afraid to work hard for it. This can mean that you're stretched to the limits from time to time. It's important that you get to follow your own ambitions or you'll end up feeling frustrated. It's always good to have some financial independence, so try to set aside a little cash to treat yourself.

HEALTH
Mornings aren't exactly your best time of the day. You need a serious caffeine hit to get you firing on all cylinders! But there's no question that you're on the right track with your health. Woulda-coulda-shoulda just isn't in your vocabulary. You've learned that if you want to feel great, you need to take the positive steps yourself. It's all about valuing yourself enough to take the time to what's best for you and your body. You like exploring alternative therapies and the holistic side of things. The key is to keep your energy balanced - no sugar highs or caffeine crashes. It's all about having a twinkle in your eye and embracing every minute of the day.

HOME
If you were given the opportunity to live your dream life, chances are you'd feel more at home settled in a cute country cottage than living it up in a mansion. Your low-key attitude means you'd prefer to get away from the stresses of city life and take it easy, perhaps spending your time in a colorful garden. Fresh air, birds chirping and home-grown veggies for dinner...what's not to like?

ENTERTAINMENT
You're an outdoorsy person, happiest when you can get out into the fresh air and explore what the countryside has to offer. You can't beat a few quiet hours in the peace of nature to be alone with your thoughts. Perfect for feeling refreshed and rejuvenated!

STYLE
You're so laid-back, you're almost horizontal! You like to take life as it comes and enjoy all it has to offer. Your practical style reflects your down-to-earth, relaxed attitude. Why stress out over finding heels to match your dress when you could be out having fun in the sun and living life to the fullest? In fact, sun-kissed skin and surf-tousled hair are the perfect accessories for your look. Just make sure you don't forget the SPF!

TRAVEL
You're intuitive and find the beauty of nature visually inspiring. For you, getting away from it all means just that. Escaping into nature and heading off the beaten track is what you live for. It's the perfect way to unwind and recharge those batteries. And let's face it: Sitting out under the stars can be very romantic!


P.S: Is this really who i am and what i want for life?? 

Saturday, December 31, 2011

Bye 2011

31st Dec 2011

Yeah, the very last day in the year~~

Done with the exam finally.. As i said, no christmas, no winter solstice but there will definitely be New Year. Sort of unbelievable that it has finally come to its end.. 2011 flied.. Time flied.. Seriously i don't feel like leaving 2011.. or maybe i should put it this way.. i do not want to leave teenage.. Yes, i am entering my early twenties, which is kinda OLD??

A lot happened in this one year time.. A lot of changes in my life, A lot of changes in thoughts.. Curse Pig Qi for her stupid blog posts.. I was in pretty good mood and suddenly.... All the photos and words... Arghhh!!! you are making me emo!!

Alright, stop all those.. we are moving into a brand new year.. 2012.. (Doomsday coming? hehe) Look forward people, keep looking at the front.. Dont look back!!impossible isn't it?at least it is impossible for me.. Yeah, AGAIN, i miss you all..

Next block coming after 1 week, which means i will have 1 week break before it starts.. gotta make good use of it. as for block 2, sorry, i have tried my best =(

P.S : WELCOME TO 2012 =D

Saturday, December 24, 2011

Christmas~~

25th dec 2011

woke up by the dropping of raindrops on the window this morning.. Can smell the warmness in the air though it is kinda cold over here.. A lonely Christmas this year, no celebration no outings, no countdown.. This is sooo not me.. haha..

EOB2 is on next Thursday..what a stupid timing..exam after Christmas.. Planned to use time to the fullest yesterday, a lot more to cover for the coming exam, but sadly i failed.. wasted the whole day for dont-know-what. haizz..

Hmphh.. no winter solstice and no Christmas this year.. but there will definitely be New Year~~ hehe..waiting for next week to come.. XD

God bless my exam =)

Saturday, December 3, 2011

It's Dec AGAIN =D

Jingle bell jingle bell~~~~

Yeah, it is 4th december today.. we have come to the very last month in 2011, the christmas month..

Went to spring last night, for movie.. It was so warming there, with all the christmas decorations, the christmas trees, santa claus and the huge snowman.. It's warming indeed.. Well, again you all came into my mind.. I just dont know why i can think of you no matter what i do.. Have done so many things with you all, everything has our memories..

Saw so many christmas hats sold in watson.. remembered how we went here and there just to get nice and cheap christmas hats. Saw christmas gifts and remembered how we got scolded by felo because of our christmas and ci's birthday celebrations.. (suddenly miss our felo.. haha)

So, again, 3 months have passed.. i have made new friends here, have new "family", having new life.. nobody seems to be able to replace you~ yes, i have got bonds with everyone and everything here, but with you in my heart,i feel it hard to let anyone walk into the room of my heart.. i am not saying that i dont appreciate friends here, i do.. It's just.....ummm.. different... no idea why~~ Maybe i just need more time..

Ahhh, what a good day today.. and yesterday as well..no idea why.. nothing special happened but still i feel so warm and peaceful.. haha.. Happy day <3

P.S- Hopefully the dinner tonight goes well XD